新年快乐!
待死亡周一过，我会好好更新的......




Deadlines
22/2 Introduction to Broadcasting : Photography Assignment- Aesthetics
23/2 中文新闻採访评论 ：新闻
23/3 《大学线》採访 ：中环
24/2 Professional Ethics & Media Criticism : Book Report
26/2 书院通识：Book Review Presentation
27/2 《大学线》採访 ：中環
28/2 《大学线》採访 ：錦田
1/3 Introduction to Broadcasting : 1 min Meaning
3/3 3D Modeling
4/3 Mass Communication Theories : Mid-term quiz
5/3 《大学线》交稿
6/3 《大学线》補料
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待续.….. T________T

This is ironic, I was being so happy a while ago but now I’m starting to hate this place.When you’re in a bad mood, everything looks ugly, including yourself. Here’s the exact list :
the effing mountain
the effing spoiled elevator
the effing school bus
the effing canteen
the effing taxi drivers
the effing crowd in trains
the effing waitress in dim sum restaurant
the effing horrid air quality in Mong Kok
the effing attitude people HERE have   
the effing twisted behaviour on news every damn day

Monthly mood swing, if you get what I mean. So time to get emo.

Sometimes wonder if they are people who gives a shit about others.

Sometimes when you’ve done so much to fit in, people show no tolerance or even a single bit of acknowledgement towards the effort put in.

Sometimes people over expose the effort they put in. (like hello? you’re not the only one working here okay?)

Sometimes I try too hard. But who is there to say how much is enough? you wouldn’t know its too much until it is.

I’m always doubtful of myself. About the things I do, the way I do it, why I do it.

What the hell am I looking for anyway?

Then again, nobody has the duty to give a shit about you other then themselves anyway.

I will expect less from others.

I will not fulfill other’s expectation other than mine.

I will not go against my own will.
Why should I anyway? You’re not the only worthy of existence okay? Its about time you see people other than yourself.

How many little incident of annoyance takes to lead to a volcano eruption?
Ans : being constantly irritated for 3 consecutive days

okay, I’m done.

我應該是在打稿單才對，不過難得想寫寫瑣碎事兒就趁機咯。

我們學院出版的月刊，這期我抽到『悠閑生活』beat，想做關于特色髮廊的專題。昨天走遍旺角、尖沙咀和中環，到那里看看網上找到的髮型屋是否真的那么有趣，最有趣的竟然星期天休息 =.=

那家髮廊有三條狗狗四只小貓當公關陪客，還有提供塔羅牌占卜和買復古時裝，這題如果能編委會就有得做了！這是採訪班的功課了。接著broadcasting班要拍一分鐘廣告，要想劇本，取景、剪片、加效果....N多種程序才弄得出個片子。

剛剛上了壘球班（是的，上了大學還要修PE課）好好玩啊！！！這回玩體育課那么開心才發覺原來上個學期的籃球打得我很depress。一來都不認識人，同系的一個都沒有，籃球又讓我想起很討人厭的畫面，或許可以歸納為童年陰影，再來就是會打的同學都......這里說『屈機』，意思就是太強了，強到可以欺負別人。不會打被欺負是必然的，我知道沒有人有義務幫我，反正大家自顧自地打，就顧著拿考試分數，完全沒有『玩』的成份。所以整個學期一看到時間表里有個PE堂，前一晚就有焦慮、失眠、情緒低落、看什么都不順眼的癥狀。唯一的辦法就是讓自己很忙，忙到忘了，隔天突然想到就沮喪個45分鐘，然后下課，阿彌陀佛。當時連考試都沒有太大期許，只要及格，趕快干掉這課就好了。*咳* 還是有個C的 XD

咦？離題了。說回去壘球，教練很活潑可愛，上課氣氛超開心，最重要的是一起上的同學都很好玩。有些玩得很投入時，平時的儀態都隨那顆壘球拋出去了，刺激啊～怎么大馬教育制度不加入這個體育項目？還有腳板上的雞眼慢慢消腫了，天氣暖很多了，廣東話說得比以前順了（上學期採訪時要用廣東話快把我弄瘋了），小小的好事，堆起來就變成大大的好事，總之心情好好啊～雖然這個學期有5個主修課，要完成的事堆到看不見盡頭，我想心情好做什么都不見得太痛苦。

這是上3D design課時弄的立體冰淇淋，我自己玩的時候弄了很多惡心的怪獸，就等我學有所成在讓你們看啦！～

如果把姿紫色那坨換成褐色，再把甜筒刪掉
那就不見得是可以吃的了

宿舍里的水仙開花啦！
現在樓下大堂變得很香
我這棟樓叫學思樓,后面的落地玻璃門有粘
P.S.那些花好像有一張嘴在笑，可以很可愛，同時有點恐怖^^”

我留意到：
由于這里是女宿舍，
女生上課回來時看到這些花時，
都會閉上眼睛把鼻子湊前去聞聞
然后很開心地笑

那天大學主辦的『樂步行』活動
就是從山腳走上山頂
其實不用特地弄個節目，反正這是每天都在干的事=.=
黑眼圈+眼袋的解釋：趕稿+夜間採訪
左至右：Sue、芳芳、Susan和我 & free甘（*咳*多拿幾顆）
P.S. 思均，給惠莉看這個，那個包包我是真的有帶回來用，每次跑新聞都跟著我的
photo credit：Susan

唉，今年新年要把功課扛回大馬做了 *音樂：愿大家都過個快樂年～*